New beginning part two....What now?

Last time we left off I was diving into the journey to health and healing. If anyone has started the journey to health and regaining your life you know it will NOT be as easy as it seems. Someone close to me gave me a firm warning that once you decide to do this...people will turn from you!!

I mean with slander your name, disgrace you, call you a fraud, deformation of character, and sooo much more. I mean GURL...the trails will get even harder than you expected.

I made a firm decision then to give it some time to really think about what I was about to embark on. After about a week or so and some major shifts in my personal life my decision was made...

I WAS ALL IN!!! I figured that it could not get any worse.  LIES YOU TELL!! 

I had not a clue that the next set of events would rock my world to my knees and I would get tested in ways that would kill many. I have never been that girl to run from a challenging situation and I always tried to stay calm but this....

What happens next threw me back so hard I really contemplating hurting myself...getting a lawyer...quitting working out...suing folks...and coming off the grid. Guys I mean I have NEVER in my 39 years of life ever contemplated my existence.

But......

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New Beginnings....My truth

Well another blog day and another way to be creative...

This is the post you all been waiting on...

2020 has truly shown me what my life could be and how I was fucking it up with the decisions I was making. Now to the outside looking in...everything seemed fine but you could not be more wrong.

November of 2018 proved to be the revelation I would get but ignored it because I chose not to listen but I never realize that 2019 would be filled with unexpected changes, lots of tears, harsh reality, and my focused being altered...FOREVER!

For me the life I was living was one that I thought was finally the one that I earned. I finally found my footing in my personal life, my femme drag career, and my work but in the words of Tamar Braxton...the only one out to lunch was ME!

Late November hit....I left Austin drag festival feeling on the top of the world and once the holidays came around everything changed. I've never felt soo much hate. Didn't think people could be sooo cruel. Yes I'm talking about my body...I had just started my weight loss journey before I left so I had not made any progress as of that date. It was horrible.

Then....it hits...The drama

Now I know your saying...get to the juicy stuff girl.

And I will....in next weeks blog...

Stay tuned..

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Two years...A lot has changed

Well....well...well...Welcome Back!

Its been two years and that's fault. I allowed many people to dictate my life and what I shared with the world.

NO MORE!!!!

So much has changed!!!

I must say that placing all my business on front street within this blog will not be the norm but I will NOT shy away from real life events even if that includes my own trials, drama, weight loss struggle, and MEN issues either. I'm an open book!

This blog has always been about expressing myself freely without fear of judgement or feeling like I have to back track when I stand on what I feel is right.

(In my opinion and view!)

I am in the process of revamping everything in my life and you see the transformation within these blogs. 2020 has pretty much been turned upside down and my personal world is no exception. Nothing is off limits...and I will NOT bite my tongue.

Many will come for me on...

What I choose to say..names I chose to mention...my new views on certain situations but I do not care. I have taken some much needed time to pray, readjust, and prioritize what I want and desire. The days of catering to others people needs are OVER!!!

Again for the people who do not listen well...OVER!

Welcome to me...Pintsizediva...

Its hard to be me...THE REVAMP!

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